Thoughts

As I sit here and look into the face of my precious baby girl, a life I created..grew within myself..I am in awe. This new human, only 5 months into her life has already been through so much. Two surgeries, three hospitalizations and hasn't gone ONE week without an appointment. Doctors told us she wouldn't live, she would be a vegetable, she would be severely delayed. Yet here she is mimicking sounds, learning to roll over and sit up on her own..so to all of those doctors who gave us no hope when we needed it most I give a big FUCK YOU! Respectfully of course. This cold and corrupt world is brighter because my daughter is apart of it, I now believe there is hope for the otherwise grim future because she is here. Not a day goes by she doesn't make me smile or laugh, I am better because of her and only hope I can bring her the same joy she brings me. I love you Naysa Diane Qilue, you are the best thing I never knew I needed in my life.