So in love

Today I went back through the blog and read it. I cried as I remembered the emotions I felt when I wrote certain posts. It's been a long road & we've still got miles to go. I can't believe how incredibly blessed I am sometimes. Back in November I was a complete wreck. There I was, a 21 year old first time excited preggo and doctors were telling me that my baby may not live and if she did, she would be a vegetable. I still get emotional just thinking back and reliving that day of November 9th. But, here we are today! I have a beautiful miracle of God that continues to amaze us each day. She is very much alive, active, talkative and all of the things they never said she would be. Don't get me wrong, I understand she still has a rough road ahead and she may have developmental delays but none of that matters because she is ALIVE! She smiles and babbles & spits up. She is perfect. It's only been 11 weeks and I already can't remember my life without her, it seems so meaningless now. This little 10 lb giggle box is the light of my life, there really are no words to describe the bliss that I feel when I look at her sweet face.