A TRUE Miracle!

AFTER

BEFORE




The feeling of coming home from the hospital empty handed is something I would never wish on anyone. This is the 3rd time I've done it since she was born and it never gets easier. I don't know what to do when I'm not being a mommy, I miss her so much when she's not around it's crazy! Going to bed with her empty bassinet & no goodnight kisses was heartbreaking, and it was only for ONE night! I was up bright and early this morning and basically sprinted to her room once at the hospital. It had only been a few hours but I was ridiculously excited to see her and for good reason! I was happy to see she was awake and back her to babbling self, definitely like that Naysa more than the groggy one :) I was greeted with her beautiful smile and a big "geeee!" She was being so adorable I decided to take a picture to post for everyone. I held the camera over her and she had a weird look on her face so I was like hmmm, I wonder if she can see it. So I made my hand go fast towards her face and she BLINKED! I was kind of in shock so I kept doing it (poor baby) lol. She blinked and flinched every time! I could not stop crying and asking her "are you serious?!" Once I composed myself I called Ben and told him and he yelled "yes!!! I'm so happy, I knew it!!!" :D I then called my mom, Sam and Jacky leaving my lover (Amber) to her sleep. This little human continues to amaze me everyday, she is defying the odds and then some! She is definitely living up to her name, above and beyond. I am so thankful she seems to have regained some vision and prays it continues to improve. She is now home & relaxing & is so much happier! Her veins in her forehead aren't bulging and her head is super soft which freaks me out but hopefully her bone will be able to grow now that it's not coned up. Thank you so much to everyone who prayed & kept us in your thoughts.